The Nightmare Or My Destiny

Time 00:00 hours,
Date: 20th Feb 2010

We were celebrating birthday at e-square Pune. Everything was going fine. We left the place at 00:20 hrs.I was on my bed at 2 trying to sleep but thoughts were coming in my mind which were not good at all [Original line is removed].

I was trying to recall the whole day and I was stunned to the point when one of my friend told me that I always do just opposite of whatever I say. The next thing which came to my notice that once I said that I will never do suicide. OMG..... Which way I am thinking..... I was sweating seriously.....

I knew that this not gonna happen.

after few minutes I was dreaming something. Nothing new in this. But In the morning .... I was running between mountains. I was breathing very fast and sweating also. I didn't know what was coming behind me but I was sure that it will kill me instantly. I turned back and I saw that some flood kinda thing is coming towards me. The only difference between this flood and original flood was that it consist of some very hot red liquid.

I knew that whenever this flood will cross me I will be dissolved in it and died instantly. That fear was hitting me in real time.

I was running - and running... Finally I gave up. I just put down my head and started waiting for the red liquid flood to come and destroy me. By that time I was convinced that i deserve only this. I had no reason based on that some should come and save me.

So the final moment came. I closed my eyes and ......

Arre I am alive .. I don't know from where but lots of water came and saved me(by cooling the red liquid). The next moment my dream was broken. I was in real world again. I was wondering which world is bad for me The real one or The imaginary. Both are same for me.

:-(

<--- Manish Jain --->